I had two abortions. One in December 2023 and one in June 2024, both were brutal and at the time I thought I was doing what was best but now I just feel shame I could of had a wonderful baby in my life but now I feel lost! So lost I tried to end my life! The boy I fell pregnant too was unsupportive and didn’t care about me so I was on my own, the second time around he refused to acknowledge it and got involved with somebody new before I’d even had the abortion and told everyone I’m a liar! I hate myself for what I done and I just don’t wanna feel this crap anymore it’s like it’s never gonna stop and I can’t take it!