When I met this person I was only 19 years old when I finally let him in my life that way.. he’s been chasing me since I been in high school. Anyways he has a kid with someone else and cheated on me twice. I had the abortion cause I didn’t wanna end up like his baby mama already and cause he got Us pregnant at the same time. I know I would have been a good mom but I grew up in a broken family and I didn’t want That for my child or expect my first pregnancy to be terminated 🙁 but I’ve been sad ever since it happened. I’m probably going to hell as it is unforgivable! But I hope I can meet my baby one day I would have had so much love for him/her! I think about my baby all the time but at the same time did I do the right thing?! If I can turn back time and leave him before he put me through this?! |