When I met this person I was only 19 years old when I finally let him in my life that way.. he’s been chasing me since I been in high school. Anyways he has a kid with someone else and cheated on me twice. I had the abortion cause I didn’t wanna end up like his baby mama already and cause he got Us pregnant at the same time. I know I would have been a good mom but I grew up in a broken family and I didn’t want That for my child or expect my first pregnancy to be terminated but I’ve been sad ever since it happened. I’m probably going to hell as it is unforgivable! But I hope I can meet my baby one day I would have had so much love for him/her! I think about my baby all the time but at the same time did I do the right thing?! If I can turn back time and leave him before he put me through this?! |